I know exactly what you mean I love men watching me when I'm getting f***** and sucking dick. My dick mostly does stay hard when I'm having sex I know with some men their cock goes limp when they have another cock inside them. And yes it's happened with me but for the most part I am rock hard and yes when men are watching me my dick feels like it's going to explode. The best thing is I mean you can sit and watch me have sex with other men but damn it I want you been to join and when they do it's amazing. And being talked about in the third person are being called dirty names yes love it turn me into a sex toy for you to stick your cocks in and get off in. And I usually don't shoot one load per se while I'm having sex one-on-one are at a group It's like I'm constantly leaking. Guys will ask me have you shot your load lol I've been shooting it for about an hour.
Oh my goodness I love men watching me have sex so true My dick gets so hard. Most of times I stay pretty hard while I'm enjoying a man inside me or sucking is gone. But like you said when I'm being watched I think my dick is going to burst. And I shoot multiple loads when I'm getting fuckedp
I just get hard when I know I am watched as I suck or fuck a guy.... I also get a weird pleasure when those watching me entertaining a cock talk about me in the thrird person... as if my body was nothing but a plastic sex toy removed from a carton and used by someone to coax out his cum. To them I am not a person - just a cock, ass and mouth to be used.
I love being the only bottom in a room with a man or two. And it fills up I can hear them coming in or catch them out of the corner of my eye while I'm taking dick in the ass and sucking cock. I just get so turned on knowing there's more men coming.
Oh I know for myself I love a man who empties himself into my receptacles. Swallowing man's full load or feel it deep inside me yes a time honored old tradition.